Thursday, 14 January 2010

FAIL.

I just binged. for the first time in weeks.

I feel disgusting.

I don't even want to talk about it.

And it's all all even more ironic given my earlier post.

My mother just came in my room.

"Please can you bleach the toilet after you waste food"

Brilliant.

Fasting tomorrow and saturday. + 5 senekot.

I will not allow myself to feel this again.
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2 comments:

  1. Insane Jayne15 January 2010 at 04:37

    Hang in there.. I know how you feel, I had 3 epic binges yesterday- the first in a couple of weeks, we're hopeless!!? ;)
    lol Yes my mum keeps the bleach beside the toilet now too.. fasting today aswell and knocked back 10 Ducolax last night (try them, they work better than senekot)
    I think we might be the same person.. ;) stay strong girl, tomorrow can be a fresh start.. thinkin of you xo

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  2. Anonymous15 January 2010 at 17:22

    Aww, I'm sorry babe
    -hugs-
    It'll get better

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