Thursday, 20 May 2010

Broken

I failed.

I broke.

I binged.

I feel disgusting and I want to die.

I was sitting happy on a 500 calorie day, but a cheesecake and a sandwich later takes me up to a disgusting 1300.

I'm so disgusted with myself.
I've purged what I can, I got quite a lot up but it's still unbearable.

Tonight I'm going to a sit up for every calorie I binged.

2 comments:

  1. fuck, that sucks. we all have our bad days though. and we also get to make the next day a good day if we really want to.

    sit ups sound like a good idea, i may join you on that one.

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  2. 800 situps? or 1300 situps?

    Either way, that's gonna burn.

    good luck!

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