Wallowing.

I feel alone at the moment.

I can sit in a room with my friends and I feel alone.
I'm thinking a lot about good and bad, and about the world, and about where I'm going in life.
Everything seems so insignificant at the moment. I feel insignificant.
I, I, I.. All I think about is myself.. Jesus I've fucked things up.

I can't find solice in your blogs because I envy each and every one of you.
I just want to wallow.
Which is even more pathetic.

I just want to start fresh.