Sober

I am definitely back. And I love it.

Food is so easy to dismiss again. When my mind wanders in class, it's not to hunger, it is to ways to burn, and envisaging how I will look when I reach thin.

I can do this.

Enough of the la di da,
300 calories in counting today, soup for dinner.

I've set myself new targets in my diary, so fingers crossed.

I've made the executive decison to only drink once a week at social events, so I'm saving myseld for Saturday as I'm going to two parties, one after the other, and my best friend from London is coming up. Excited.

Going to La Roux tomorrow night, sober.

I have to go because I'm being kicked out the library for closing.

xxxxxxx