Melody

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iEQIl5l8krk

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Ew.

Oh and also, I had another fitting for the catwalk show I'm in tomorrow, but I cancelled - because I literally feel too disgusting to function.

x

Sober

I've decided I really do need to stop drinking.
My days are fine, I stick to my diet coke, my salad and my apples - that is not the problem.

Drinking is a big part of my social life, and it's actually quite sad that, bar college, I'm guessing at least 90% of my social life revolves around alcohol.

Not only does drunkness bring drunk texting, and general ruining of my life.. it brings binging - big time binging.

I need to just stop.

Exam season is nigh, so hopefully I can see loss like January exam season.

My best friends Grandmother died today.
It's got me thinking a lot about the world, the stars and the universe. Rest in peace.

Florence xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

FINALLY MY LAPTOP IS FIXED

Hello my pretties!
Sorry for the complete unexplained absence! I managed to crack my laptop screen - yes, I am a dickhead, so I've been without the internet for AGES.

Going to have a massive catch up on all your blogs tonight. And get back in the game.

Not much has happened of great significance this easter:

Been to a few parties.

Kissed "boy" far too much, even though he is an idiot.

Eaten. Too much

Drank. Copious amounts.

Revised. Nil.

Worked. Too much.

Progress to 112 lb. Nil.


xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Florence

So little time!

I have so much I need to do tonight! Blogging is one of them.

Bear
with
me.
xx

Trying to be a little clearer

Woah, I just re-read over what I posted in the early hours of this morning, and my my that was a little confusing lol, completely take your point Violet, haha.

Basically, the boy who I like, and have been kind of getting with from time to time, got with another girl in front of me last night.

I didn't mind too much, because it would never be my right to be annoyed.

But what did annoy me is that when I got in, I decided to check out her blog; only to find she'd posted a blow by blow account of the whole night, including her conversation with him, about me.

I barely know this girl. She knew I liked him.

The confusing bit about the whole story, is that I was on one your lovely blogs, and I saw that she'd left a comment - she has which blogs she's following hidden, but through a bit of extra stalking (hahaha) I basically saw that she was following a lot of Pro-Ana blogs.

That my friends, is why it is a small world.


I'm a dickhead really, because later I was getting with him, why do I allow boys to rule me. It's stupid.

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It's a small world

NB. I am editing this post because I realise I didn't explain it very well.

There is someone on here, who I recently discovered follows someone from my college/vice versa. There are a whole ring of girls from my college who have blogs, some whom are lovely people, but not many I could call a friend.

And obviously my blog is, as I intend to keep it, completely anonymous, so it came as quite a surprise when I saw her leave a comment on a blog. Not even the fact that she's pro-ana, just the fact she was there.

In my bubble.

Anyway, one of them, who I'm not going to lie, I sometimes have a little read up of her blog, was particularly lovely to me tonight, so when I came in just now I thought I'd have a little read of her blog.

Foremost.

I saw her kiss him. I didn't mind. I don't have a hold on him.

But.

She just wrote about me on her blog. And what he said about me to her.
It wasn't even bad.

Then, why does it still hurt?